That’s what I wish would happen to me when things are like this. I love you. You don’t see it, aparently. I don’t know what to do. I am stuck. Nothing I do or say comes out right. I just want you to be happy, because you deserve it. I don’t really know what l’m doing on here. I probably just know you’ll read it, and I don’t have anyone to talk to besides you. I really want us to fix things. I want us to be okay. Will they ever be the same? I don’t know v.v I just want my mate to love me the same way I love him, is all… Not doubtingly..
Wish I would have never got on. That’s what I get for trying to be nice. Goodnight.
I miss him. It was terrible watching that bus run away with him. 3